Inspiration...
I get inspiration from so many things...Music, Myself, God, and so on. But these inspirations come with different feelings. When I’m inspired by God, I feel heavenly and try to make peace with God and myself if I have erred. When I’m inspired by Myself, I do stuffs I couldn’t do. Things I normally would say I can’t do. That moment, I feel like a super girl. Yea, I always talk to myself when I feel weak, disappointed at my performance or my behaviour towards someone or I when someone tells me I cannot do something especially when the person can do that particular thing. I tell myself, “if he/she can do this, why can’t you?”. There was a time I was selected to represent my school in a tournament with other schools, I was to throw the javelin but I hadn’t done that in ages and we had less time for proper training. When we went for our first training, I failed. I was so angry at my self that I left and sat waiting for my coach to come closer so I would say I won’t be participating an...